Sorry I haven't been on in awhile just lots of things going on in my life right now, and haven't really had much time to sit down and write. Have you ever felt like your alone and the world is plotting against you? I have and I don't understand. I mean I try to be the best friend, mom, person I can be and it seems like I keep hitting road blocks along my way. I just lost a friend, not to death or anything he just up and decided that he didn't wish to be friend now more after a four year friendship hows that for a blow to the head? Said that he needs to find someone to date and that he just can't do that if I'm in the picture so I get thrown to the side of the road. So I'm just here to vent because I don't know what else to do. I've tried talking to him and telling him that if you can't be friend with someone and continue to look for a mate then you shouldn't be friend with anyone. I just don't get men sometimes. Anyways somewhere down the road he's going to miss our friendship and it's going to be to late as I am moving on and he will see what he tossed in the trash because I believe what goes around comes around and in the end it will come around to him...